Tuesday, January 18, 2011

ugh!

today i have to go and get mad at my local government center! i've been waiting for FAAAAR too long to get my M.A. for me and rorah... the clinic wants $100 down and i have been able to skim by but this is ridiculous! the state is suppose to take care of AT LEAST my girl... but when i was pregnant with Aurorah they got me on M.A. the same day i applied... but that was in a different county... but why should that make a difference? in my opinion it shouldn't. ugh! i hate the government programs sometimes...

Monday, January 17, 2011

it's been a while

well, like my title says, it's been a few months since I wrote anything down...  it doesn't help that the cat killed my power cord... but it's all better now so I am going to try and do this more... it's probably good to try and get things off my mind. even if no one reads it... i HONESTLY don't care... :)

it's Martin Luther King JR. day... 4:35 PM. and i am listening to Arthur, while my girl sucks fingers and holds her Ohbo and watches intently. she is so funny, last night she started saying "aamie" for armie! she tried to put her aamie in her coat, but she was putting in her hood. she was getting so frustrated with her self and all i could do was laugh. she makes even my worst day happy.

i am also 17 weeks and 6 days pregnant! i am due june 21st. i have been feeling movements for about a month. it's a LOT earlier then it was with Aurorah, but that is typical of second pregnancies, from what i understand. :) we are going to find out the gender with this one...  i had SOO much fun not knowing with Rorah, but i promised nick that we would know with our second. i'm excited to find out Feb. 3rd, i wonder if it'll be a boy, or a girl... there have been A LOOOOT of boy guesses. some girl guesses, but lots of boys.  well what ever it is it's a little bugger! lots of jabbing!

the past few days i haven't been feeling well... Nick thinks that i got a little food poisoning... i don't know, but i'm feeling a tiny better.... it all just sucks... blah! i haven't left the room... much less the bed unless i absolutely have to..  it sucks, yesterday i was trying to do stuff and i got all hot, lightheaded, dizzy... i was obviously NOOT ready to go and do cleaning and what not... ugh.. nick has been so nice and he's been trying to take care of me, and it's been nice :) he also has stepped up with rorah... which has been needed.

i think i am going to lay down with a heating pad on my back...